even my relationship failed because of me. I’m sorry for the shit i am, i never intend to hurt him, he’s the person i love the most on earth, i hate myself fucking slut
Just know that I love you. I love you with all of my fucked up, piece of shit heart.
No. You lose your virginity when you have sex and rape isn’t sex. You choose when you lose it, it’s not taken from you. You are still a virgin.
Does it hurt?"
“Yes. So much. Always.”
“Then why do I never see you cry?”
“Because really, there are no tears for it. There are certain pains you just cannot speak aloud.
To be honest all I want to do is get worse and more suicidal so I can just kill myself.
i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying